A sermon about hearing God's call even after going through a fall.
Isaiah 6: 1-8 Rev. Dr. Galen E. Russell III
Luke 5: 1-11 February 9, 2025
But when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, “Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!”
Prayer: Help us to hear your call, O Lord, so that we may be about your work in our lives. Amen.
Rev. Diane Roth is a Lutheran pastor in Texas who tells a story about a couple in her church named Harold and Alice. Harold walked permanently stooped over. And Alice was confined to a wheel chair. Turns out Alice contracted polio early on in their marriage, and Harold became stooped over because of all the years of lifting her in and out of her wheelchair. He carried her, not just for worship, but for the plays and concerts, and a variety of other events they attended together.
Harold even had to give up his career as a university professor to take on a corporate position because he needed a larger salary to pay for Alice’s medical bills.
They saw none of this coming down the road when they first got married. Back then life was rich and full. Things they counted on were in place. It was an exciting time. Their whole future was in front of them.
And then, all that they relied on changed when Alice’s polio hit.
But if you were to ask Harold if he got a bum rap in life, he would say absolutely not. He’d say he was living his best life, despite the dreams that were left behind. He’d say that Alice made his life better (Roth, Diane, “In the Lectionary,” The Christian Century, February 2025, p. 25).
This story made me wonder how Simon Peter might have answered if he was asked if he got a bum rap in life for choosing to follow Jesus. I mean fishing was Peter’s life. His job. His source of income. Everything he counted on.
But on that day after Peter let Jesus teach the crowd from his boat, Jesus provided an abundant catch. And it was so abundant that the nets started to break, and the boats started to sink because of all the fish.
We might look at this story and say, “Wow, God! You did a fantastic miracle right there!” But I began to wonder if the miracle actually served to teach a very important lesson. I mean yes, I think that it shows God’s provisions are marvelous, but it also shows that everything Peter counted on in life can break, sink, tear, or fall away. The nets, vital for fishing, were breaking. The boats were sinking. The fish were so abundant they didn’t know what to do with all of them.
Then Jesus basically invited Peter to give up his job, his family, his community… give up everything, in order to follow him.
So, I’m thinking that maybe Peter had what I’m calling a holy fall, a moment when he realized that the pillars he normally counted on may not hold forever. That God was undoing things that were secure in his life and was moving Peter onto a different faith journey. A holy call. A call which would find Peter, instead of catching fish, would be catching people. A call that would take him to places unknown. A call that, for all intents and purposes, would lead him to become one of the first martyrs in the Church. Indeed, Peter was crucified upside down. Because he didn’t want to be crucified in the same way as his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ was.
But, if you were to ask Peter if he got a bum rap, my guess is that he would say absolutely not. He lived his best life for Christ. That life with Christ, even if it took him to martyrdom, was better than a life without Christ. That a holy fall Peter went through would make him weak in the knees, and fall before Jesus, but it would take him to a holy call to new life in Christ.
So, my friends, I’ve been thinking about what’s in our lives that God may have to set up a holy fall so that we may hear the holy call of God. Because, let’s face it, some of the pillars that we rely on in our lives are sketchy at best in terms of helping us live our best life.
I know for me, one of the pillars that makes me similar to Peter is that I think I know what’s going on.
I trust my perspectives. I mean when Jesus gives the pretty crazy instruction to go out into the deeper water, Peter was pretty confident that they did all they could to catch fish, but they caught nothing. Peter was at first like, “Um, Master, we worked all night. Caught nothing. There’s no fish in this part of the lake. Trust me. I know.” That’s just like me. Maybe like many of us.
But, to his credit, Peter was willing to stretch forward, trusting a little bit. And when the big catch of fish comes true, Peter is aware of how far off his perspective really is. He’s aware that he’s trusting in only what his eyes can see. And he fell down at Jesus’ knees saying, “Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!” Meaning I didn’t trust in you and I haven't trusted in God.
Kind of like Isaiah, too. In the presence of such a holy God, Isaiah recognizes just how unholy he and all of Jerusalem with him are unholy. In God’s presence he cried out, “I am a man of unclean lips!”
But God works beyond what the eye can see. And maybe God is trying to create a holy fall in our lives, especially when we might trust in our own perspectives more than we trust in what God is doing beyond our perspectives.
Because with God, there is more to us and to the world than we can imagine. Because with God, there might be a holy fall, but there is always a holy call afterwards.
For Peter, it was to stop fishing for fish, and start a new call of fishing for people. God is for us, it might be to start sharing the good news that God is here, in our presence, at work in our lives and in the world.
For Harold, as Rev. Roth says, “It was something else. It was love. It was his love for his wife, and her love for him, that made him see differently. What mattered was being together.” And he lived out his holy call to love and care for Alice all his days. And she for him.
For the 65,000 + federal employees put on notice this past week? I just hope and pray that many of them will know that God is in their midst, and that the sudden fall from having a job may be a God-guided, holy fall. So that they may listen to a new call upon their lives, and follow it wherever that may take them.
And what about for you? Where might God be setting up a holy fall in your life? What might God be trying to dismantle in you so that you can listen for and respond to God’s holy call? So that you can live your best life with Christ Jesus in your heart taking you to the other seas God has in mind. And then let the consequences be what they may, no matter what God chooses to call you to. Let us think, reflect, and pray about these questions. Amen.


