Matthew 21:33-46
Isaiah 5:1-7
October 8, 2023
Rev. Fa Lane
““Are We a Bunch of Sour Grapes?”
“What more was there to do for my vineyard that I had not done?”
First, I’d like to thank the ladies who have come to meditation time on Wednesdays. This past week, for our time of practice, we paid attention to how the season of change, autumn, is nudging us to change.
To change something: to release something or move toward something, to make new habits, give up left over, static energy built up from summer that is not effective anymore. Have you felt that shift in the air? Fall is the season of cleansing and restoration balance after the heightened activity of summer.
I went on a decluttering rampage at my apartment this week. Autumn invites us to clear out our cabinets, thin out our closets, reassess our physical practices, re-engage with learning activities and check in on those relationships that might have slipped a little during summer. Today’s psalm starts with the word restore. Maybe we’ve gotten a little lax in our connection to God, so we ask to be restored.
It’s timely that we have two vineyard stories or garden stories today from each the Old and New Testaments. Since we’re in a harvest season and we just spent a Saturday morning at Wittel Farm, we can sense the vineyard as a place God has created for our benefit. But these passages made me a little squeamish because they were about people who were not measuring up to God’s expectations of living together. I wondered what those inhabitants did that rendered God’s ire. I felt a little insecure that I might be one of those wild grapes. One who thinks of “me, me, me” and not the consequences for someone else.
We live in a world surrounded by stresses of competition, to be first, to be the top in the class, to be higher up on the organizational chart, to be chosen for a leadership role. In today’s world these achievements often come at the expense of someone else. We’ll get ours and others can fight for their own piece of the vineyard. I have a job with fair hours and a healthcare plan. I’m not concerned about how others get their needs met. I’m not responsible for everyone else. Maybe it was that kind of thinking that angered God in the Isaiah passage. I think that kin-dom living requires less competition, less “me-first” and more balance and concern for others.
Then, add to my Real-world challenges meeting God’s expectations so I can go to heaven, so that after this life is done, I get the eternal life God promised. But, I’m required, in our Sacred Covenant, to follow God’s rules for living equitably and civilly, caring for the needs of others. We resolve to care for one another and trust God’s vision. Every day I am in the process of learning to trust God and see the evidence of God that inspires me to trust God more.
Well, it’s just a tall order! I am to consider the needs of someone I might not agree with or approve of - the person the EMT revived with Narcan? I’m to consider whether it is just for a prisoner to spend months in solitary confinement? These were some of the resolutions we discussed at Synod this summer and I’d love to talk with you about them. Concerns like, in a just world, I’m to consider pregnant people and their family’s needs with the healthcare issue of abortion, as well as making amends for/making reparations for our country’s grossly unfair system of enslavement or the colonializing of native peoples and taking their lands, all of which helped build this country. It just goes on and on, the need for justice. And, I was reminded by Matt Laney’s devotional yesterday that Jesus said “Just as you did (or didn’t do) to one of the least of these, you did it to me.”
In neither the Old nor New Testament do the inhabitants of the land seem to be doing the right stuff. Their vineyard is taken over by rogue inhabitants, wild grapes, who according to the Isaiah passage, don’t provide justice or live with righteousness – they don’t strengthen a steady relationship with God.
They seemed to have lost their spiritual connection with the Holy One who created the vineyard for them. This can happen when we let our human egos drive us to want more for ourselves and to share less with others. We look out for ourselves and stop looking for God in everything. We forget the generosity of the Creator who provides for us each year. We forget our offerings of thanks and of sacrifice to honor the Lord. The tenants in the Matthew passage turned their hands against everyone who tried to hold them accountable for a fair exchange, going so far as to kill even the owner’ son– clearly that’s a reference to Jesus and his death on the cross.
If we look at the ending of both narratives, it doesn’t seem to go too well for the inhabitants of the vineyard. In Isaiah, God seems to say, ok you want to do things your way? Fine! I’ll remove the barriers that keep the vineyard running well. Go on with your free will and we’ll see how things will get out of hand.
God had provided an environment for joy and fulfillment, but it yielded wild grapes. In verses 3 and 4, God asks the inhabitants of that time, the people of Jerusalem and of Judah, who by time travel becomes us, what more could have been done to ensure success? All had been lovingly provided for them, the pericope starts out with a love song for God’s beloved. God is singing to us the beloved community.
Later God pointedly asks, was it the creator or the inhabitants who didn’t do enough to have success and sweet grapes rather than sour?
Well, I mean… uh, let’s look at our current day civic and corporate behaviors for a clue. I’m guessing it was probably the inhabitants who didn’t do enough… In gardening there are things you have to do like weeding and watering, tying up some plants, putting down straw so that vegetables don’t sit on the dirt and rot. When I go to Wittel Farm there’s always a teachable moment that applies to our spiritual life.
What happens to us spiritually when we don’t tend the vineyard where we live? When we don’t weed out our grudges, when we don’t water our sense of gratitude, when we don’t secure our relationships with God through regular conversation time, regularly tending to devotional study and prayer? What happens when we enable environments and systems that delay, ignore or defer people who need attention, people who are waiting for a medical procedure or food stamps or a work visa, waiting like a tomato rotting in the dirt? What happens when running from work to school to soccer to music lessons to meetings crowds out our time for communing with God?
Ted Loder has written a book of prayers, Guerillas of Grace, that I just love because they are so “real”, the truths in his life are laid bare – and man, they are recognizable in my own!
Listen to this prayer entitled “There Is Something I Wanted to Tell You.”
Holy One,
There is something I wanted to tell you,
But there have been errands to run, bills to pay,
arrangements to make, meetings to attend,
friends to entertain, washing to do…
And I forget what it is I wanted to say to you,
and mostly I forget what I’m about, or why.
O God, don’t forget me, please, for the sake of Jesus Christ.
There it is. “O God, don’t forget me”. Can God forget us? Who are the ones who let all those other things get in the way of being with God? The prayer continues…
Eternal One,
there is something I wanted to tell you,
but my mind races with worrying and watching,
with weighing and planning,
with rutted slights and pothole grievances
with leaky dreams and leaky plumbing
and leaky relationships I keep trying to plug up;
and my attention is preoccupied with loneliness,
with doubt, and with things I covet:
and I forget what it is I wanted to say to you,
and how to say it honestly or how to do much of anything.
O God, don’t forget me, please, for the sake of Jesus Christ.
I like Ted’s writings because he can create the picture of our lives and our strivings so well. I can see myself in so many of the lines he has penned and I’m grateful that I’m not the only who had those thoughts and fears and shortcomings and wishes. Maybe you see yourself in them too.
Almighty One,
there is something I wanted to ask you,
but I stumble along the edge of a nameless rage,
haunted by a hundred floating fears
of terrorists of all kinds,
of losing my job,
of failing,
of getting sick and old,
of having loved ones die,
of dying,
Of having no one love me,
Not even myself,
and of not being sure who I am or
that I’m worth very much, and…
I forget what the real question is that I wanted to ask,
and I forget to listen anyway
because you seem unreal and far away,
and I forget what it is I have forgotten
O God, don’t forget me, please, for the sake of Jesus Christ.
The beautiful vineyard is what Jesus believed in, taught about and died for. So, for Jesus’ sake, let us stay clear out old habits and attitudes, change for the better so all can enjoy the vineyard.
Let me conclude Rev. Loder’s prayer:
O Father and Mother in Heaven,
perhaps you’ve already heard what I wanted to tell you.
What I wanted to ask is
forgive me,
heal me,
increase my courage, please.
Renew in me a little of love and faith,
and a sense of confidence,
and a vision of what it might mean
to live as though you were real,
and I mattered,
and everyone was sister and brother.
What I wanted to ask in my blundering way is
don’t give up on me,
don’t become too sad about me,
but laugh with me,
and try again with me
and I will with you, too.
What I wanted to ask is
for peace enough to want and work for more,
for joy enough to share,
and for awareness that is keen enough
to sense your presence here, now
there, then, always.
Amen.
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