Rev. Dr. Galen E. Russell III
October 22, 2023
1 Thessalonians 1:1-10
Exodus 33:11-23
Intro to the Exodus Bible passage
Today’s reading from Exodus follows up from last Sunday’s reading. Remember—
Moses said, “Show me your glory, I pray.” And God said, “I will make all my goodness pass before you...” But, he said, “You cannot see my face...”
Prayer: May we grow faith in you, O God, and ever discern your call into ministry. In Christ we pray. Amen.
Wednesday a week ago, The Powerball Lottery drawing was held that evening. So, I said to our retirees at breakfast with a touch of pseudo-sincerity, “Don’t forget to buy your Powerball tickets. The jackpot is $1.73 billion! And remember, if you win, 10% goes to the church!”
Well, a very lucky someone in Frazier, California won the lottery that night. And while it’s life-changing, it also has to be stressful. I mean newscasters laughingly tell us what to do if you win the lottery. First of all—zip your lips! Keep silent! 2nd, get an attorney. 3rd, establish a trust. And 4th, get ready for the IRS to come a-knockin’! And some long lost, never-before-heard-of relatives, too. As well as plenty of wishful visitors. Winning the lottery requires discipline. And some without discipline have lost all their winnings. So, it’s no wonder some say “I wouldn’t wish winning the lottery on anyone.” Well, I don’t know if I would go that far, but be careful what you wish for. Or pray for.
So, I think that Moses had a ‘be-careful-what-you-pray-for” kind of moment with God. Because when Moses’ intercedes asking God to go with the people even though they are sinful and stiff-necked and stubborn, God says OK. For you, Moses? I’ll do it.
But Moses, y’know, given all the times God threatened to destroy the people, well, Moses wants reassurance. So he asks God for more. “Show me your glory,” he says, which a little like asking a volcano to reveal all the lava underneath the crater! It’s much too magnificent and much too terrifying to behold. And if you get too close, it’ll kill you. Be careful what you pray for.
But, God again says “OK. Here’s what I will do. All my goodness will pass before you, my name will be proclaimed, and my graciousness and mercy will pass before you, as well. But, you can’t see all of me. You can’t see my face. Because if you do see all of me, it’ll kill you. When my total glory passes by, I will shield you from seeing my fullness. And after I pass by, then you will be able to see my back.”
Wow! Obviously, we need to see this text metaphorically, one that has deeper meaning for us. And to be honest, I struggled to get there, but here’s what I think it can mean for us… we can ask God for more, like Moses did, to see God in all of God’s fullness, to see God’s face, God’s front, God’s back. But, be careful what we pray for. Because I think to see God in all of God’s fullness means to see and understand God completely. Which means that any sense of the mystery about God is gone.
All our questions about God? Answered. How God is present. How God can allow bad things to happen? Why isn’t God doing something to stop the evil and violence in the world? And our questions go on and on… And if we have ALL our questions answered, well, that means we know what God wants. What God’s will is. Our viewpoint becomes the right one. And we become certain.
And, certainty, as I’ve shared with you before, is the opposite of faith. Certainty stops faith in God. It arrests development, which Christian educator Thomas Groome says is the greatest sin we can have. With certainty, there’s no room for alternatives. Or differing opinions. Or tolerance. Certainty of God and God’s will can create spiritual rigidity. And spiritual pride, and a feeling of superiority and even arrogance.
I know this just touches the surface of these issues, but we see this in the extreme Christian right that tries to say God is on our side and influence the political atmosphere on school boards and government levels with a Christian nationalistic ideology.
We see this in the extreme Christian left that tries to say that God is on our side and all people and ideologies are acceptable without a sense of accountability to one another in the community. Like recently I became aware that some children are being told that it’s OK to identify as a cat in school. They can act like a cat, meow like a cat, dress like a cat, and so on, in the classroom. What’s up with that? There’s no accountability to other kids or to the teachers in the school when these child fantasies become distractive and disruptive to the purposes of educating our kids.
Being certain of God also can create a sense of superiority over people of other religions. We see this in Hamas’ God is on our side so will do an evil surprise attack on Israel trying to wipe Israel and Judaism off the map. We see it in Israel’s taking its revenge out on the innocents and children among the Palestinians. And the certainty of political ideology can create tyrannical attempts to destroy and takeover countries which we see in Russian aggression against Ukraine.
So, maybe metaphorically, God doesn’t reveal God’s face fully to Moses or to us on account of us becoming too certain about God. On account of us claiming to have all the right answers. Or the right faith. Or the right theology, or ideology. Because no one has the corner on the market of God or God’s will.
And, think about it…the more certain we are about things, the less we need faith in God. And with less faith, we need God less. The less we need God, the less in touch we are with God, our Source of life. And the less we are in touch with our Source of life, little by little, we can die spiritually.
So folks, God asks us to have faith in God, not certainty about God or about the things going on in our lives. Keeping the mystery of God is good. Leaving some guesswork on the journey is good. Not seeing the fullness of God is good. And having questions is good. And needed. Because these all promote faith. So, ask God for more faith, but not too much certainty.
You may be going through a particularly challenging time in your life right now, and maybe some answers would be nice. But ask God for more faith, but not too much certainty. You may feel some lifelessness in your marriage, some exasperation in raising children, some heartbreak in the loss of a loved one or the loss of a job, some pain from ridicule of persecution, bullying, or societal exclusion—ask God for more… to see the back of Jesus who promised to go on ahead of us, preparing the way. Trust with faith that God already knows what’s going on in our lives, that God is with us now, that God is already there in our near future, leading us into what God sees that we can become. Pray for more faith and trust, but not too much on having answers.
Certainty and having answers are good, but no too much because we are asked to live by faith. Because we Christians base our hope not on certainty, not on answers, not on the Dow Jones, not on our righteousness, not on how good we’ve lived, not on how good we look. We base our hope on the steadfast love of God shown in our Lord Jesus Christ. And shows up in our lives too. We base our deep spiritual joy inspired by the Holy Spirit who knows us as a friend. Who knows we need salvation that comes from faith. Like the faith of Jesus Christ.
To use the familiar lyrics of George Michael’s song, “Cause I gotta have faith, faith, faith. I gotta have faith, faith, faith!”
And you’ll feel like you just won the spiritual lottery!
Amen.
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