Deuteronomy 26:1-11
Luke 4:1-13
“Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him”
“The devil departed from him until an opportune time.” So, just like us, the troubles Jesus had to deal with in his life were not over once he came out of that wilderness. But we can take a page from his playbook. “Stay Focused on God.”
Pastor Galen began our Lenten season Wednesday night reminding us to go over a check list of items needed for a journey suggesting it’s best to begin with prayer and to stay in prayer for the 40 days of Lent. Lent is a sojourn, a temporary stay in the wilderness, a temporary halt to our regular practices. It’s only forty days, not counting Sundays, which are not officially part of Lent. Surely, we can stay focused to pray for 40 days. There is certainly enough going on in our world to pray for 40 days.
Let’s start together now. Prayer
The season of Lent is one of introspection and turning again to God, to work out again what our relationship is with God. I have a new sensitivity this year for walking through my own ashes of Lent. When I consider the Ukrainians being bombed from the sky, run over by tanks, greatly wounded by words of a man seeking dominion over them, it gives me a visceral sensation for Lent.
In this time of personal humility where we mine our hearts and attitudes for where we may have caused harm, or where our choices and our actions may have withheld comfort, we ask for forgiveness; we commit to live according to Christ’s model, and make amends where needed.
I think of people walking around the ashes of burned-out building and cars, even the remains trees and playgrounds, their neighbors and their pets all suffering, and it resembles an iconic parallel to the heartache of people personal lives.
I feel the weight of responsibility of holding someone’s hand through a divorce, of coaching someone through a difficult life-changing diagnosis and care plan, of accompanying the grief of one who is slowly losing their partner to disease or holding the candle of hope against someone’s blurry vision of their future with associated panic attacks and tears; these burdens came to me on Wednesday night during our Ash Wednesday service as the grit of burned palm leaves scratched across my forehead. As I read the text of Amos those words seemed an eerie mirror of what’s happening now. I also heard God tell us: I’m with you. Stay focused on me. We’ll get through.
My imagination hears the footsteps of the marching army that Amos describes, and they become the pounding on the door in an unannounced police search that ends in death for the resident who was usually sleeping and disoriented when the attack occurred. I shutter at the thought of young children and their parents who have to move and move again because housing is unaffordable, or their LGBTQ parents have been evicted or lost their jobs. Of course, all this is against a background of more complex, more virulent, more polarizing conspiracy theories, planting mistrust and hate. It’s a wilderness out there. It’s a wilderness in our minds and hearts sometimes, but God says: I’m with you. Stay with me!
The wilderness of our lives can be dry and barren like a desert, or equally overwhelming like a jungle wilderness. That Lent begins with ashes would seem to say that we’ve already lost our way… there’s nothing left by ashes. But Jesus modeled for us to not let the temptations and the negativity of the world pull us away from the goodness of God.
If you’re feeling burned out from life, you may succumb to thoughts of lack, as if our God isn’t able to make a way for you. We are reminded that God is able and right beside us – within us. Our innate fortitude and desire to thrive, our desire to live in harmony comes from that Central Eternal Source that will not, cannot leave us. We are one with God. We will get through the wilderness.
It is tempting to turn to escaping mechanisms or perhaps to coping mechanisms that gloss over true solutions, because we’re tired. We think the effort needed for change, to transform ourselves and our world is just too expensive. We see the deficiency. We see the less than perfect, the incomplete, the lies, the bait and switch, the harm and destruction. The troubles look bigger than we are. We can’t succeed; it’s too far for us to stretch.
I think we frequently look at this story of Jesus in the wilderness and think, “Well, of course he’s going to make it through the wilderness. He’s the son of God for Pete’s sake! He won’t have any trouble with the rough patches in life. He’s got this!” He and God are of one mind. He’s got it!
It’s like when you’re playing baseball or softball, the ball has been hit high and hard, in your direction and you get ready to catch it. You’re getting lined up to catch it, assuring your teammates “I got it! I got it!” And, then you see that you miscalculated the height and speed of the ball, that it’s over your head and you say, “I don’t got it!” Sometimes in our troubles, we feel like “I can’t do this!”
When we feel flummoxed, out of our league, not sure and not in control, our mind starts squirrelin’ all over the place and is not (in the moment) one with God’s. We reach for a comfort food, or decide to a vacation, or try to explain away our inadequacies, our abilities, our miscalculations.
But Jesus speaks to our devils saying we don’t live on bread alone, don’t let our creature comforts influence the decisions about where you get involved or where you donate your money. Stay focused on God’s purpose. Worship and serve the Lord. Don’t test to see whether God is with you. Trust and stay focused for the Great I AM says I AM with you.
Prayer helps us stay focused. There are many ways to pray that are helpful. There are the ones we usually use in church, prayers of confession, prayers of intercession, reflective meditation. But, there are more physical and deliberate acts of prayer too, such as writing in journals, praying in color – that is drawing or doodling with markers which encourages the free association of thoughts to draw out what’s bothering us. There are body prayers as in yoga or dance that open up locked joints and muscles as well as the fears and anger, the emotions we’re holding onto. And, of course, there’s singing our prayers through the hymns or short chants.
The two scriptures today remind us to stay focused on God. Luke’s story of trials and temptations brings home the mantra God is there and will provide. The Deuteronomy text says when you get through sojourning the wilderness, give God the glory for making it through.
If we start our Lenten weeks with some spiritual tools at hand, they will remind us that we’re not alone in this time of deeper reflection, this exercising of piety and humility, this 40-day season of reconciling to gain God’s favor
I’d like to recommend a tactile, kinesthetic way of praying. We’ve put some squares of burlap in a basket here to represent the rough times in life. If you’ll take one after worship today, in your prayer time you can rub your hands over it as you lift up the things that are hard for you, the people who are going through difficulties, for the things that make you angry or really sad. As you feel the material’s scratchiness, be assured that God feels your discomfort and wants to make things smooth and comfortable.
The Deuteronomy section instructs us: “When” you come into the land that God is giving you (when you’ve come through your wilderness), “take” some of the first fruits of the ground as the expected “offering payment”. “Declare” in front of the priest, as you give your offering basket, who you are. “Declare” that when you were treated badly and cried for God’s help, God heard your cry. Stand in your own “I Am” moment – I made it through and give your thanks.
At home, after you’ve rubbed your hands on the course fabric in prayer, turn your hands upward to allow the irritation to subside. Notice that the discomfort goes away and stay in prayer turning it into a prayer of gratitude.
Place this square on your nightstand or the table you sit at in the evening. As you run your fingers over it pray for people who are having hard times. Lift up your gratitude for the ways God has helped. Keep a running list each week of the things you’re grateful for. Check it at the end of the week, like on Sundays which are ‘mini-Easters’; days for celebration.
We reciprocate in the sacred exchange of giving and receiving when we surrender everything to God’s purpose. God provides; we say thanks; and then turn to generously enable others through our giving. Everything we have comes from a generous God who is with us. Yep, there are even gifts within the rough patches of life. Let us declare what we’re grateful for at the end of each day.
Don’t let the negativity that is present in our world pull you off balance or draw your focus away from what is possible with God’s help. Don’t let your mind squirrel to the sense of scarcity, doubt and fear! Keep focused on God, where God is at work, on the beauty and power that God provides to transform us and our world. Then tell others
So be it. Amen.
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