1 Samuel 16:1-8, 10-12
John 9:1-11a, 13-15a, 24-25
March 19, 2023
Rev. Fa Lane
“Neither this man nor his parents sinned; he was born blind so that God’s works might be revealed in him..”
When the Bible stories talk about blindness, it is a hint that the people in the story are not exhibiting faith. They are blind to the work of God in their lives and through their lives. It’s a metaphor. In last week’s Gospel story, Jesus and a woman from Samaria had a conversation about water. We might have been tempted to go with the cultural taboos of a Jewish man speaking with a Samaritan woman, but the writer uses the imagery for a point. Jesus says: “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” He was speaking metaphorically about the life sustaining spiritual water from God.
This week the metaphor is blindness. Being unable to see something, someone’s gifts, insights or hidden strengths: like David, the Shepherd boy, one day being a great King though no one could see it at the time. As I was reading “Silent Lives; How High a Price” the author Sara Boesser, observed that when we are unable to see someone’s real person, what’s inside their heart, if they hide the truth about their whole person, then we can’t benefit from all that they bring to the party of Life.
Will you join me in prayer for that blindness to be lifted from us.
Prayer: Oh God of our yesterdays, our todays, and our tomorrows, we are too prone to live unaware, ignoring or blind to the ways you work in our world. We let our emotions, and other people’s opinions rule our choices and not you. We second guess our intuition, which comes from you, and begin to believe what others want us to believe about ourselves. And so, we pray for your vision, to see all that you have for us, to see all that you’ve placed in us to share and to use as faithful followers of Christ. May we be attentive to see and hear you, O God of our Hearts. Amen.
The idea of blindness in this pericope is about how people were unable to see God at work in this blind man’s life. In those days, blind people were less likely to work and more likely to be a beggar. People with what we now call ’handicapping abilities’, were overlooked; not much was expected of them. Some of us go through life without expectations of being great. We may be on the trajectory of following the world’s marching orders: go to school, get a job, get married, have a family. The startling realization that it’s not what you want can be sobering – and frightening. What if we have limitations. Or what if we just don’t trust that God can work through us?
Sometimes we do that. We don’t see what possibilities are inside people er or even God’s gifts that are inside us. Or we’re afraid that if people did see what we keep hidden: that we’re gay, or don’t want to go into the family business, that we’re dyslexic, or have a chronic condition impacting their energy and ability to work, or that we’re carrying scars of domestic abuse under long sleeves; if others knew, they would shun us. But God sees what’s in our hearts and says “If you knew the gifts of God” inside you, you would rise up, my love, into God’s dream for you.
We may be blind to the ways God speaks in and through each of us to reveal God’s truth, to live in harmony and help create God’s dream for the world.
Let me reveal the way I think I was blind. All my life I have been in the church. My dad was a pastor. I attended summer church camp. I’ve worked in several church positions since college. But, I didn’t really see myself as being in ministry. With no feminine pastors in my past, I couldn’t see me getting in the pulpit. I didn’t see what God had placed in my heart until I was in a real crucible moment in my life. I won’t say I bargained with God… You know the phrase, “if you let me live, I’ll…(do whatever you ask)”.
My question was more like: What am I supposed to do with this? What am I supposed to learn? God, what do you want me to do?
I remember when I first felt called to ministry. It was many years before I actually said yes because I didn’t think I had what was needed. But, I had this inexplicable drawing for a deeper relationship with God., to be helpful to God... Have you felt that?
As I explored what pastoral care was about, first in a children’s hospital chaplaincy program and later with adults, I was exposed to people who spoke into my life about what they saw in me. For example, one mentioned I have a healing presence. I didn’t see it. To me, I was just sitting with patients in the hospital.
A few mentioned how I encouraged them… I thought, well yeah, I’ve been called a positive Pollyanna. So, there I was exploring chaplaincy but was that preparation for ministry? I didn’t see it then, it certainly was. I was blind to it. Have your heard people speaking into your life? It’s very helpful to have people who lovingly will speak about what they see you. Speaking God’s truths about you nudges something deep inside you even if you may be not be able to see what God’s dream is for you.
I think that many of us are blind to the sense that, by our very genesis in God, we are gifted and being prepared for the work of ministry in some way, for some outlet. But, answering this call is a profound experience. It might not be leading a church. It very well might be guiding an outreach team, or stewarding a building project to serve others well. It may be taking immigrant families under wing to help them acclimate to their new home town. It might be providing safe harbor for gay or transgender people. It might be ensuring that families have food, or adequate housing, or medical attention. You might be drawn to be a volunteer first responder and take a CPR class.
God is preparing you so look at what’s in your heart. What news items bother you? What age group are you tender toward? Where do you want to see helpers? God places these desires in your heart. Don’t turn a blind eye to it—trust God’s leading.
God knows you by heart and calls you by heart. That’s how God selected David to be the next King even though he was just a young shepherd at the time. No one knew David’s plethora of gifts, but God.
I believe that, unbeknownst to us perhaps, we have good contributions to make to the world. We might not be able to see what God has given us: our talents, our sensibilities, our preferences and how they contribute to make the world a good and safe place for all of us. Isn’t it time we come out of that blindness and step into God’s calling?
In our hearts, I believe, there is a sacred narrative about us, the story God planted in us. It is like a current pulsing from the Center of God to you, that holds more of the truth about you than the world might see.
You may feel inadequate. You may think your ideas are not good, or your skills are not enough or you’re just too young or too old But, we are not to look at things the way the world does. We are encouraged to trust that still small voice inside as being from God. Our prayer is in the song: “Open the eyes of my heart Lord. I want to see you”. Let us say with the psalmist “The Lord is my Shepherd”, intending to place our trust in God for the dream and the way to realize it.
Pray with me: Lord, I want to no longer be blind to the spark of your divine light inside of me. May I see it when I read your Word. May I be attentive when others affirm my gifts. May I honor the talents and perspectives you’ve given me. May I step forward out of my blindness and into the dream you have placed in my heart so thy Kingdom is realiized. Amen.
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